Me Myself and May!

I normally don’t write about myself in the blog but now and then I do make an exception. The last few days have been horrid. It’s been really tough for me and the reasons have been aplenty. And as I hope to bounce back to normalcy I guess few are worth a mention

There is a sense of stagnation creeping in at the job front. I mean this is something I have been pondering on over a length now and somehow the future does not paint a very rosy picture. With the creative juices drying up and the dull techie taking over and the “dream” getting distant, I guess its time to take a break from the drudgery and head back to the books and rethink the years ahead.

Well the professional sense of loss is shallow because life is much more than just that and the lure of the lucre. In my eyes there are other priorities which any day takes precedence over professional commitments.

There is some jinx in our family with the month of May/June and it’s this time of the month when it gets kinda scary. Well the jinx has an added effect when it gets coupled with the Football World Cup but nonetheless its always good to exercise caution. Amidst all this there happens to be a deep sense of loss which creeps back to rankle me. Something which I refuse to accept even after so many years, eighteen to be precise. Its tough fighting back tears even after so many years even though I try to carry on with my daily affairs

All in all I have been kind of low over the past two to three days but definitely will bounce back to normalcy soon.